ever get that feeling...

that you're being left out of the loop? ...that people aren't being straight with you because they feel that it's not in your best interests or because they are involved in one way or other  ...when even those who are supposed to be your friends do not even try to help you out, rather they feed the thoughts that eat away at your mind by not offering any kind of support but put you down instead or give half meant assurances while thinly veiling their annoyances at you...

...have you ever had that feeling, more than a hunch or instinct, only to be told that it's paranoia or that you're just blowing it way out of proportion and yet there it is right in front of you, and you are alone in this...

have you ever had that feeling...